WOOHOO!!! i'm back from TAIWAN! WWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

First day:
reached Changi Airport terminal 3 at 6am, gathered, check in luggage, slack a bit and then went in. i still can remember is gate A15 or 16.
then watched a bit of dark knight, a bit of wanted, ate, took photos, and slept. then a lot of people knock my head =( then the last time was the air stewardess. super loud la. even courtney also can hear. then when we reach there, FANNY is our tour guide. Benedict say i look like her. like so true. NOT!
then we went to National palace museum. it's so boring. like really boring.

ok i'm kinda bored now so i'll finish the story another time. lol
Blogged @ 12:15 AM
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stupid ok. i really cried la. like halfway through. and it's really embarassing. all my image all gone liao. lol.
and i forgot to bring my own tissue. haha. but after that ok alr la.
let's not talk about today. i guess it's kinda alright besides some parts and ya.
geraldine dunno how to throw tissue one haha.
polishing just sux. i dunno why. still got 30 over not done yet. and cant be bothered liao. everyone just go to christine like they expect her to do the things like that. but i never even finish one bell or ask christine whether it's ok coz confirm cannot one lor. then they anyhow put at the "ok" place. lucky we checked through one more time lor. coz all cannot except for 1.
then the camp thing got changes again. Ms lam sacrifice her taiwan thing lor. she dun have to do that la. like seriously.

then that person that kana scolded by me talk to me like i owe her smth like that. is she at the wrong then i talk to her nicely liao lor. i also have my limits one la. u think so easy to be chairperson meh?
we exchange then i be you like that la. then you come and tell me whether u like it or not la.

then got a few ppl helping for the drama thingy. and aloy was singing to us or smth. haha.

then weent home. and saw ting ying and aloy on the way. gosh. she actually kiss and hug me la.
lol. THANK YOU =)
super tired and hungry.
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these few days are just BAD okay?
i mean really bad.
Monday i dun have school. so i went out with courtney.
tuesday wasnt that bad yet. got back all the bad results. i mean bad but like i've said, i reap what i sow. since i didnt sow much, it's ok. but i'm around the average or slightly higher since very little ppl got As for most subjects. more Bs and Cs.
tell ya the results later ba.
then wednesday came.
morning was alright. NOT. dun wanna talk abt it.
then lesson time was GOOD =) just that chem and bio were really boring. but chem the second half was alright. talked to nat and shu.
math was great. CD and HR was... boring like mad. imagine u have to sit in the hall for 1 1/2 hr, then go MT for less than half an hour, then go back hall for another 1 hr 15 min. it's shit-ness.
then ya.
here comes 3pm. went to look for mr lian and he's not in.
then sat in the canteen. sarah say they all waiting outside and had not had lunch.
it's stated kinda clearly it starts at 3.15pm. so too bad.
so 3.15 i went in then everything was alright. it just feels weird..
then Mrs Aw came. it's like a nightmare man.

i had to first go call Ms Lam, then Ms Lam told me that she not so free now, so i went back. the moment i went back in, i got scolded. got scolded for absentees, got scolded for people that were late, got scolded for people that didnt bring gloves, got scolded for just.... i dunno.
Then. i ask her whether i need to play. and she told me. up to me, if i can find any notes to play. like WAD?! everything like must scold me. where is the system where is the system. IF THEY WANNA FOLLOW THE SYSTEM THEN U'LL SEE THE SYSTEM BUT IF THEY DON'T WANT THEN I CANT DO ANYTHING ABT IT!
then Ms Lam came in. she tell me to tell her wad happened. i told her lor. and i get another round of sort of scolding from her. then she ask me to get Ting Ying. then some people just came back from a talk with Mr Law. WTH. they say they going for lunch la. I DIDNT EVEN HAD MY LUNCH OKAY? WILL U DIE NOT EATING? ESP WHEN U HAVE THE LUXURY TO SIT THERE WHILE OTHERS HAVE TO PLAY AND I HAVE TO RUN UP AND DOWN AND EVERYONE GETTING SCOLDED. and u both didnt even apologize to us. then when i came back, she was talking to mrs aw and they were both talking like abt the things. and i was about to cry alr. then when they finally finish, Ms Lam talk to me. and i cried coz it's freaking unfair.
then i had to go down to GO with her to confirm the bells things then bring it up then bring it down to Andrea, then bring it up to her and go back handbell room.
then had to play bell. then when Gang Nan and Xian Hui came, we had to start the song all over again and she said wad as the chairman can u see the big picture now?
like WHAT again.
finally the whole thing ended at 6 and i WAS suppose to talk first but Ms Lam interupted and i also duno how to begin.
everything ended at 7.

today ain't that good too you see. i cried 3 times! THREE! my gosh.

in the morning was damn tired bcoz of handbell yesterday. had so much that i didnt even get a good sleep. almost woke up late.
then went into Geraldine's class.
some very nice people just cannot follow instructions or are really not auto or really lazy or cannot think one. i told them all to just anyhow fill in and also stick the picture in the small booklet. i didnt return u for nothing.
and u told me u had the picture. today, u tell me u dun even have the picture. i told u before exams. i bet u can go take. and it wont take more than a freaking week! then the one i dunno her memory really failing her or wad. dun wanna talk abt it. had to help some people to fill in the booklets too.
so cried at my corner seat. like really quietly and nobody saw it. WAHAHAH
then we went to the hall. gosh. super embarassing.
geraldine come and tell me some things la. even though it has nothing got to do with scolding, i find that the teachers cannot communicate or something, then one tell me do this one tell me do that. so she ask me whether wanna go talk to her. i was kinda pissed off (not abt geraldine though) and i cried. like really badly. grasping for breathe. and tears just kept flowing. IN THE HALL! gosh. even christine also saw la. then was ok alr.
then the interclass games, zane played. i was nice to encourage her la. lol
then me shu and moi went to the add math thingy. kinda fun at first but after that very tired and hungry.
then went back to class. geraldine told me another news. she wants the booklets by 1pm and asap. she also wants to meet the committee. super last min. so ran up and down with geraldine to tell them, to get Mr Lian to sign the booklets and help him write the things. then since she wants it asap, we went to staffrm to look for her. in the end, she's not inside. then we went up. forgot abt sherilyn. ran down to her class and she's not inside. then went up and when it's 1pm, when they noe that if they busy, they dun nid to come. so valerie say she got tuition, sarah and christine went for movie or smth. in the end, left the both of us again. talked to her. was super unhappy. sort of argued with her. THEY WANT ME TO DO SO MANY THINGS BUT THEY ONLY GIVE ME SUCH A SHORT TIME. THEY KEPT TELLING ME THE SAME THINGS. WHAT CAN I DO, WHEN I'M NOT GIVEN TIME?! YET THEY WANT US TO IMPROVE?!
i looked really upset. i wasnt even talking coz i noe when i talk i'll cry. but she talk to me. or rather, she ask me why i look so upset. i didnt wanna say anything. and i started crying. she tell me to be like geraldine to relax. i cant be like geraldine. i'm very stressed and have a lot of things in my mind. and geraldine is not those that when unhappy or smth then will cry. i am. so i dun wanna talk coz i dun wanna cry and in the end i cried.

went home and rest for a while. then called Melissa. told her most of the things and also got from her the gloves and 10 bucks. lol.
then sarah dun have the cupboard key. i called alison, joey and claudia. joey say it's on the lock.
so, i dunno wad's gonna happen tmr.
hopefully tmr i wont cry. i'll bring my own tissue. lol.

so this is my 2 days. kinda bad huh.

results:
English: 57.5
MT: 67.5
Math: 80.4
Add Math: 73.7
Biology: 67.0
Physics: 68.0
Chemistry: 65.0
combined humanities: 50.0


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ARGH! i think i'm going mad.. hhahaha.. talking to myself nowadays.. hahaha...
brother in OCS, sister in hostel, daddy and mummy if not working then is confirm at granpa's house.. think that's why i'm going mad ba.. serious talking-to-myself illness.. hahaha
it's the exam period liao... and i'm slacking like mad... gonna reap wad i sow man.. maths paper 2 and physics is like die die papers.. bio is easy to me........... but everyone say is difficult! i'm so dead O.o
i missed my hana yori dango!!!!! over liao.. so sad =( stupid exams then cannot go watch! AHHH
i'm gonna bye the show when it comes out. i'm sure of that.

another korean girl/guy commit suicide. wonder why they love to do that.
choi jin sil just died and now a transexual one... haiz... wad is happening in the world man...

i'm still slacking. tmr a math and mother tongue paper 2. haven even started studying.. chemistry on monday then i'm FREE! hahah =) so shiok

bye bye!
watch beethoven virus!
Blogged @ 4:53 AM
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hey...
decided to blog today coz some stupid things really happened.. haha
geraldine, wad's 1 multiply by 2 then divide by 1?? hahaha....
i think geraldine needs to go back to pri 1. was laughing like mad la..
argh... cant upload the photos.. probably will put it up somewhere else or some other time......

ok.. today went t3 the kopitiam to do homework with geraldine. like what i told her.. it was a disaster. her maths really cham until............. i'm speechless. haha.
then laugh laugh laugh, do homework. she went toilet like dunno how many times la.. AND it was freezing!!!
after studying went to eat at popeye. then went to take picture. oh oh.. b4 that, there's this math question la.. then part of it got 1X1.. she went to put 2. then after we walk here and there and everything, it's like she ask me... wad's 1+2 divide by 1. i told her 3. then she still give me that 'are u sure look' and ask me 2 times are u sure. hahaha.. then she say '' eh, it's 3!'' hahhaha.. then i asked her that qn on top.. and i got ans like 1, 0.5..... like WHAT????
so stupid la.. then she argue with me somemore.. hahha.. super funny la... she argue alr then she got the correct ans. like after 1 sec then she realise.. gawd! can die lor....

then went home, go marina mandarin hotel for cousin's wedding. kinda... ya... she's pretty i must say.... but.. aiya.. i'll keep it to myself la.... went home.. then.. ya.. bye bye!
Blogged @ 11:15 AM
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hellos.... it's been a long time since i last blogged.. yeah.. kinda long but not long.. CT2 is over! nothing much happened... kinda nice in school and stuff. yeah..
hmm.. ya.. dun wanna write too much.. bye =)
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i really think my mum shld have aborted me instead of the one before me. since they only wanted 2 they could just abort again wad. why give birth to me yet kill the one before me. i noe i may regret saying this some day but for the time being, i really wished i was the one being aborted.

this house has my footsteps but i just cant remember any happy moments there. it's worse than a hotel where u stay with your friends.
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